im scared

[babygirlxox]

Umm, i cut myself or did i dunno i did about 3 weeks ago, i dont understand why i did am i crazy? everything seems like it's going wrong
My boyfriend dumped me
my parents are i dunno jerks sometimes
my step dad yells at me all the time and he make me feel small you know alone
my real dads seems to not give a crap about me
my best friend died\

its all really hard to deal with.
please help i dont want to ever cut again

[Anonymous]

is discrimination when a group sets up restrictive rules against another group for advantage or power, to weaken or reduce function? do parents do that? is it a human rights issue when we feel we arent being treated fairly? are you being mistreated? people who are discriminated against might be caused by prejudice due to things such as due to their race, ethnicity, being a woman, being gay, handicapped, poor.
however, the truth is people of all kinds make up society and contribute to its culture, its progress. the contributions of all people are needed to make this world a better place in which to live.
people who have been discriminated against are often those who go on to be great contributors toward making the world better.
some of them become great people, they go on to be leaders, they fight against unfairness.
no person is immune from suffereing some form of pain or unfairness.
it is what you do and think that will define you. not what others do or think. keep good people on your team. choose good friends. make choices that give you pride in yourself and work hard at school to become someone special in this world.
you will outgrow the cutting is my prediction, and hope for you. so many young girls do that it is probably something that is not easy to cure without help you can certainly get some help for that from your family dr i think there are meds that help with ocd thats repetetive stuff sometimes people call it self harm i think you are under stress.
there are many things that you could try with help there is a list of things that will help. dont think it will be fast be patient finding the right things and the right people who will help you.
hang in there you are a wonderful person and there will be many wonderful boys to date. enjoy being young and free. there are so many experiences waiting for you. enjoy the ride ..things are bound to change good and bad its all about change. life is like that.
XO

[Anonymous]

great show this actor's studio. conversations about the process of becoming an actor. the audience usually consists of people very interested in acting, are people destined to work in the arts in anycase these interviews are all along the same line as master classes. angelina talks about cutting at about 5: 40. this woman has had alot to deal with divorce and death and has grown into a wonderful person in my opinion. i really liked what she was saying about what happened inside of her what she was feeling at the time in her life that this happened. she outgrew it ofcourse.. i hope this helps. this part after the cutting where she says she gets credit for going to therapy that was hilarious i think that was so funny! Nyway here is the link Take care XO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzV_D7tTeIE

[babygirlxox]

i dunnno i ve bin trying to stop sometimes i want to do it because im depressed

[linah]

I know it's hard but the thing that keeps me going is i believe there is a way out. I just have to find it. I believe that. No matter what happens you will find your way out of this, you will look back one day and say "wow i can't believe i made it" but you will make it. Just hang in there

[babygirlxox]

thankx but i dunno anymore i so tempted to do it sometimes somehow it makes me feel better

[Anonymous]

what did you think of the actress in that clip what her explanation for doing it was i thot she expressed in a vague way but gave enough that she was able to show she was resolved about it she understood why she did it, it was something about wishing to feel more etc.
if it is about feeling you can replace doing this thing with something that feels good, but puts you at less risk. i like harm reduction. big shots are all into their strategies and bold ways of thinking but i do like harm reduction and if you can harm less you are ahead! struggles lots of good songs about them like kate bush's running up that hill ok work at building a good life hon its not more than what it is do what is worth doing take care of youXO

[babygirlxox]

i dunno what you mena though

... like find something that i could do instead?

[Anonymous]

what i mean is find the way to define yourself, grasp onto some inspiration, capture for yourself something that turns you on. yes replace going in one direction with going somewhere else.

i will buy me a new house where flowers will grown whats that song?
that one really turns me on. i hum it when im needing to cheer up. my health is poor so i turn to music alot. always helps me.

find your muse, immerse yourself in looking forward to things, marinate in doing something that really is a big thing, your thing and push thru XO