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[Anonymous]

Hey hun, I thought I'd drop a quick line and give you a link to another site that I find really helps as well. It's more of a community of survivors actually, but its worth a try right? http://pandys.org/forums/index.php?showforum=7
Just to let you know your not alone.

[Flutterbye]

Hey, thank you for the link, and yea I am okay, well I guess. I would reply faster but It takes a while to get my thoughts out the way I want them to in words esspecially with all thats been going on so sorry I havent been replying. I went and got everything sorted out with that last link you gave me. Thank you Though it says supporter I just dont really want to share that I am suvivor.. Its not something I use to define myself as.
My moms childhood was fucked up, and I know that and she will never let anyone forget that, I never want to let my life affect me the way it messed her up. Her mom was a perscription drug addict and her dad was an alcoholic and both her brother and sister resented her because it was after she was born that there mom was different. Much like after my little sister was born both my parents were different. I never have and never will resent my little sister, I did the exact opposite, I raised her.
I dont think I will ever have children and even if I wanted to, because of what I let my eating disorder do to my body I dont think its possible.
I feel bad always talking to you about my life, so if you want to or ever need to dont hesitate to share I am so confused lately. Its really hard to epress everything.

[Anonymous]

Hi again. I'm really glad the link helped you Its really a wonderful place to go even if you dont feel like posting, just to read the other posts. I hope that its something you can check out when things arent going good. There are many other forums besides the ED forum if your interesting in cruising around. As for the survivor thing, dont worry about it, I have the same problem, I've just gotten a lot more used to it know. Take care

[blackchristian888]

Great Forum!! I'm Cesar and I'm new here, just browsing for some good stuff and informative posts..

[ideas101]

Great post!!! looking forward on sharing my expertise and learning new ideas here at the same time..i'll see you around guys...Make it a GREAT DAY!!!

[dos88casas]

Nice!! Learned something today! See Ya!!..

[Anonymous]

hi there stranger been gone gone gone so long .. hows it going?wanted to share this with you! http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/evolution-the-self/200906/criticism-vs-feedback-which-one-wins-hands-down-part-2 thinking about the impact years and tender years when it comes from parents years of criticism would have on a psyche or persona, esp in the forming of the frailties and sensitivities and rational or irrational thoughts on that young person.
watched a show called hoarders last night.
o.m.g. insight time whoa the one hoarder had kids and she kept repeating these statements like they were rules saying the things were there all the time but her (adult) kids were not as if she missed them but really she didnt want her kids. it was shocking to me but familiar territory. way too familiar. xo

[Anonymous]

btw ive signed up at pandys with the hope that i will learn something and hopefully to add something of value. thnx anon for sharing that with us! xo

[denny58stout]

Fantastic!! I'm Denny Stout ..I'm new here and I Just want to share this quote as my first post here...

"The less you can live on, the more chance your idea will succeed. This is true even after you’ve 'made it.'.

Make it a Great day people...